When I have to share my Boy with his "birth" dad (BD)!
This weekend is worse though since he JUST got back from being gone for 33 days! Yes, 33 LONG days, home for 5 and now he's already gone again! It's ridiculous!
The court system in Texas really sucks! They have NO idea what all this visitation crap actually does to a child. I hate this for my child; I hate this for me. This is definitely not where I thought I was going to be, having to share my son with BD, even though we are BOTH soooooo much better off with him out of out lives on a daily basis.
**The Daddy we have now, loves him more than I can even explain and is such an awesome daddy. (We are so thankful for everything he has done just because he loves us and wants to, not because he has to.)
I hate dropping Ty off at school on Friday mornings, knowing BD will pick him up that night and it will be 3 days till I get to talk to him or see him again. Its even harder when he tells me he doesn't want to go there, that he just wants to stay at HIS house.
I just don't understand all this, and no-one else seems to know what I feel either!
It gets really frustrating!!
Until next time--I'll be waiting for Sunday--
3 months ago
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